no tought keeps me comfort
cause I'm always seeking corners
some shadows in my mind
some places to hide
from the light I left behind
And when I'm in the shadows
I'm not really moving much
but inside I always twitch twitch twitch
as the cold and dark walls
touch me
all around
I need to do what I need to do
my heart is screaming silently
and I travel the empty spiral in echos
to get close to you
and if I can
do it gently
I lit myself on fire,
took the ashes
I left behind
somewhere high and
pour them out
into the skies that
turned around
Watched the ashes turn to
white-hot shining stars
climbed up high once again
and reached them
just to
catch on fire.
Danced as
ashes once again
I formed letters
on the sky.
I did all that
just to reach you
before again
I fell to the ground.
In my dreams im seeking
corners of my
fantasies
endless bus drives
unbound talks and
lit up streets
maybe when I wake up
all I seek is
attention
and you seem to be the one
who always turned
at least
I remember...
maybe all I do is
try to catch a
few moments
but they always
slip from my hands
and I never really
live them through
the only thing that keeps me
feeling alive, and pumping blood
are the feelings
of sorrow
or the fear
when I run...
So I hide inside the shadows
cause the light don't
like me much
and in the night
and in the dark
toughts start to
overwhelm me
toughts od flesh and
toughts of flame
toughts of my hand
around your hair
toughts of me
toughts of you
toughts of skin
toughts of bloom
toughts of a room
that melts
cause we're close
and a reaction starts
all I want is
to combust with you
put me in your chamber
I'll even pull the trigger for you
aim it at the world
make it burn
make it hurt
but look
there's nothing here to shoot,
so let's just
do something nerdy like
an explosion that swallows the whole universe
you and me
two humans...
won't be insignificant stardust
in this wast cosmos
it has been foretold
that
all that lived is gonna burn
and it will come from our spark
so
lets destroy it all
lets burn together
cause it has been written
that
every drop of sweat
that falls from me
on you
is a star,
that just melted away
in our fire
and every drop of your sweat
glistening on your white-hot body
is a star about to be born
I lick it of
and taste the life
that never was
our hearts are stars
that are about to explode
maybe that's just the cheap energy drinks
maybe it's something more
and maybe we become black holes
that swallow each other
and our bed
a room where space and time breaks
as the sounds of the mattress under us signals its cracks
so what do you feel
when you feel this?
are we drunk somewhere?
are we sitting in a public bus
or am I just dreaming?
maybe we'll find out
when a quick glance of yours
becomes the lightning
and in response my touch
becomes the thunder
maybe you strike me down
where I stand
and maybe
only my ashes
will float above our bed
and maybe you say something sentimental like
you wanna melt away
or melt a few stars
or rather go to sleep
before this goes too far
before you get too scared...
...and maybe in the morning
I'll come for you
and I'll take you away
with everything you have
even with the scare
and I'll put all that
on like a
fancy 18th century horse carriage
headed to who knows where
(maybe hell)
and you'll just say
what
over and over and over again
as the horses gallop
and take us
somewhere
nowhere
maybe
...
pinch me
